If it takes dying...

Beauty is not unattainable;
It's something to cultivate, to wield as a weapon.
With beauty you can do anything, you can achieve a level of satisfaction beyond any other.

This is a broken world fueled by anger and self-preservation; This is my world, I was born of it and it is how I live. I will survive because I know the truth, a truth that most people shy away from. They can survive to, if they stop to realize how the system works.
There is something poetic in a beauty driven by vengence. It's real, something that doesn't whisper and then wane.

With this power, you must be willing to wield it. Against enemies, strangers, even friends- should the need arise. There is no holding back, no second-chances.No one will care who you really are if the spell you cast on them is strong, charm them, break hearts and always leave them guessing.

Beauty is Nirvana, it is the way in which the world works- in it's cruelties and it's kindness. When you decide to take it up, nothing and no one can stop you.

and if it takes dying to get there, so be it, I'll get there.