It's a cold goodbye

A few months ago, there would have been a friendship that could have been salvaged, but the choices that were made has set that possibility further and further into the "improbable" state.

Now, I'm tired of holding a place open for them, especially since now that I look at the old situation and realize that they were anything but good for me. Thankfully I have a considerate boyfriend who allowed me to hold on to those things without forcing me to let go, but now I know that it's time.

Every file, every photo...
Every word, and every tear...
Gone.

I am happy now, and I feel so relieved that they didn't bring me down with them. So many opportunities opened up to me since their abandonment and I had the opportunity to do things for myself because I wanted to, without having to consult anyone.

With everything gone, soon my memories will follow and it will be as if it never was and though I dislike having regrets, I will admit that of everything I could hate for what it's done, it would be him. So with that, here it is, this is my goodbye.

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In other news: I'm going to purge this Blog within the week and start afresh, plus you'll find a second blog devoted solely to the crazy antics that ensue from overnight work.